The impending chain of events are creeping closer & closer. They are more than just, a string of words printed on paper. They are, inevitable.
For the past 3 days, i’ve been at my worst, academically, during a time like this. Mental blocks? Heavy eyelids? Getting stuck at a particular question? No mood for any academic productivity??
And now my greatest fears are coming to haunt me. Just browsing, only just, browsing, through revision papers for math – & i’m left *speechless*. Hopelessness found its way into me, so simply. It’s like it just sauntered into my mind, with every math question i saw.
But there are more. Chem. Bio. Hist. IHS. Lang Arts. CHINESE. POD. ISO. I have completely no idea how am i going to fit every bit of info i need to tackle each subject in the exam hall 23 days from now. Right now it seems like,
I’ve already lost a battle before i’ve even fought it yet.